OK here it is...
I got the best best best news I have gotten in a year yesterday!
They have dismissed all the charges against me for lack of evidence, because it never happened, and because they dont' have a witness, God rest her soul, and they realized that a charge from 7 years ago by a mentally unstable person was just pure BULLSHIT!!!!!!
I am doing the happy dance! Although now it is time to let her go! My mother and I had this turmoil that always went on between us and it was what kept us going....now I have to learn to live without it. I don't think it will be to hard!
I am however with this happening to me, reminded that she doesn't belong on a pedistal! She belongs in my heart and remembered just for the way she was, Dysfunctional, Alcoholic, Hateful, Unsatisfied with life woman, who was also MY MOTHER! Good or bad she IS my mom! She made me who I am today and yano I like me so Thanks! Good or bad whatever it was I am finally free of it, yet knowing it will always follow me!
Anyways, THANK YOU to everyone who was so wonderful to me though this and kept my spirits up and wouldn't let me quit!
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NA NA NA NA! I TOLD YOU SO! I TOLD YOU SO! I TOLD YOU SO!!!! OK, not to say I told you so, but I TOLD YOU SO!!!!! Hey maybe if I were to listen to you and you were to listen to me, our lives would be a little less stressful huh!?!?!? Seems like we usually know what we are talking about when it comes to each others drama! I love you darlin. Wish me luck as I make this gigantic leap in my life. I know it will all work out though.
Everything will be fine!! and yes I know but hey if you had listened to me you might not be where you are right now!
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