What do I have to talk about today! Well I can talk about my day yesterday because it was something new that has never ever happened before!
I went to Shawnee with Winnie (mother in law) we had a damn good time actually. Went to lunch, talked like normal people, went to the dollar tree....she bought me flowers yes like real flowers.....................................SHOCKING isnt it!
Not exactly those flowers, actually I have seen this photo before and I really like the colors! But that is beside the point...WE had a good time. Talked laughed and all that good stuff! DJ was just as shocked as you are right now. OK everyone that knows she and I BOTH close your mouth. This is not attractive y'all---->
It is a big deal....and it is some Earth shifting on its axis type of thing...when I was telling DJ about it last night I thought he was going to pass out as I was talking to him! LOL Honestly when she is sober she isn't so bad! Believe it or not! LOL
OK now onto other things....Easter is this weekend.....and I took a stand this year and said NO easter bunny...yes I know...I am a horrible mom, BUT look at this.....
OK now onto other things....Easter is this weekend.....and I took a stand this year and said NO easter bunny...yes I know...I am a horrible mom, BUT look at this.....
To me this is scary....I am not sure why but the freaking Bunny has always freaked me out....and the more I read about where the stupid thing came from I think it has to do with me eternally knowing that the whole bunny egg thing is just WRONG that is not what Easter is about. I wont get all religious on anyone here, but this is my blog so I am allowed to say this. Bunnies and Eggs are pagen rituals! And I am not into that....the whole bunny egg thing is a fertility thing that started in ROME and their fucked up ways! OK Now with that out of my mouth and outta my head I am going to say..I AM NOT DOING THIS! Zach seems to know it isn't right...he hasnt ever liked it...the one photo I have with him with the bunny he is screaming his head off...and the other two would never even go up to him! So NO EGGS this year...yeah right! I got the coloring...but more for something for us to do....something that we like to do...to hide and hunt them....well we are going to do it, but this year I have decided it isn't going to be the end all be all of it all! They have been talked to a lot about what Easter is really about...I asked them and they came close to knowing what it is all about but didn't quite get it right. SOOOOOOO........I have been talking to them a lot.
By the time I was their age......I had a profound need to know what was happening! Maybe that had to do with not having a dad and then watching my step father die and I was trying to make sense of it all...but I had that feeling before that just got to be more after that. My children, thank GOD have never had to deal with something so personal and so tragic. My mother passed, but they weren't there for all the hard things either. The funeral and such, we didn't take them, because I didnt think I could do them much justice with them being there and me being a basket case! Maybe I should have, maybe I did the right thing...maybe it was me shooting back to being 7 and walking that walk with my mom and I didn't want them to see me the way I saw my mom at that time!
OK back to what I was talking about....We have decided to wait till DJ gets home to do Easter dinner and such....he said we didn't have to like it is not that much of a big deal to him...BUT I dont' care it is a big deal to me! It is more of the family being together! PERIOD DOT..I GET MY WAY (music playing in the back ground going na na na na naaaa na!)
Other than that there isn't much happening...well other than the Linus bull shit...but I have no clue what is happening there...I assumed Winnie would either bring him back here last night or I would hear something and I haven't heard anything...so there is no telling. I did tell him yesterday he had to get the FUCK OUT! He was shocked and he started crying....Grown men don't cry unless someone is dying, dead or they have their 25th anniversary....well there are a few more times, but this come on...CRYING
By the time I was their age......I had a profound need to know what was happening! Maybe that had to do with not having a dad and then watching my step father die and I was trying to make sense of it all...but I had that feeling before that just got to be more after that. My children, thank GOD have never had to deal with something so personal and so tragic. My mother passed, but they weren't there for all the hard things either. The funeral and such, we didn't take them, because I didnt think I could do them much justice with them being there and me being a basket case! Maybe I should have, maybe I did the right thing...maybe it was me shooting back to being 7 and walking that walk with my mom and I didn't want them to see me the way I saw my mom at that time!
OK back to what I was talking about....We have decided to wait till DJ gets home to do Easter dinner and such....he said we didn't have to like it is not that much of a big deal to him...BUT I dont' care it is a big deal to me! It is more of the family being together! PERIOD DOT..I GET MY WAY (music playing in the back ground going na na na na naaaa na!)
Other than that there isn't much happening...well other than the Linus bull shit...but I have no clue what is happening there...I assumed Winnie would either bring him back here last night or I would hear something and I haven't heard anything...so there is no telling. I did tell him yesterday he had to get the FUCK OUT! He was shocked and he started crying....Grown men don't cry unless someone is dying, dead or they have their 25th anniversary....well there are a few more times, but this come on...CRYING
Come on man GROW THE FUCK UP! I told him STOP IT...I am a mother of three and that shit doesn't work on me. As quickly as it started it stopped! IDIOT!
OK Well I could go on and on and on with this but I am not going too...well that and I gotta get the kids ready for school! LOL So y'all have a wonderful day! Shan
OK Well I could go on and on and on with this but I am not going too...well that and I gotta get the kids ready for school! LOL So y'all have a wonderful day! Shan
