This is a happy place...I have no clue where it is but I visit frequently!
As some of you know my mother and I didn't have the best of relationships! And even two years after her death we are not having any better of a relationship!
OK gasp and go on here
Now let me give ya some background...my mom was a very angry person...her life didn't go the way she wanted it to go and I was always the reason! Like I asked for it or planned against her or something! Yeah a day old baby has those powers and all!
Anyways....she was pissed from Day one! At least as far as I could remember. Just one story about my mom.....we were dying easter eggs and she grabbed her camera and was going to take pics so I tell the little girl, Jennifer, who was with us at the time, moms friends daughter, who was maybe 4, to look at the camera and smile....she flew off the handle she wanted pics of us doing it not looking at her! I got smacked for my stupidity! OK So if any of you ever wonder why I am the way I am...that was how I live the first 15 years of my life...yano those formative years! Getting smacked for being stupid....one more story..she wouldn't help me learn how to read after I read I love you dear dragon....because by then I could read better than she could! And told me if I was so fucking smart I could figure it out! It goes on and on...
Well In Sept 1999 she was living with me in Okalhoma....she met a guy on the internet....went to Columbus OH to meet with him...leaving my sister there a few days before school started with NOTHING....so I had to take her at 1am to get her things for school...yeah drive to the city with three very small children...that was my mom as long as she got what she wanted screw us! Anyways a few days later she shows up and brings him with her....calls me at work and I said NO WAY NO HOW NOT GONNA HAPPEN...that man is NOT staying in my house! I have three small children and a 13 year old sister! NOPE dont' know the man..dont' care what you think of him...he isn't staying there! Boy was she pissed! Took off for a few days....
Came back one night to get her stuff...fine...well she smacks me down, in front of my children, and husband and sister...gets on top of me and screams and spits on me....fine, DJ picks her up and sets her out the door and is done with it! Last time I heard from her for almost a week...till she shows up to get Denise and take her back to Texas, WRONG two days later we find out that she is in New Hampshire with my sister...well her Dad took care of that! And I didn't see my mother again for almost a year!
Now here we sit years and years later...oh what is it 7 years later. I find out that there are two charges against me for that night! That night I didn't do anything I got smacked she didn't! Assault and Battery and Malicious Destruction of Property! Now anyone who knew my mother will get a laugh out of this apparently I broke her $500 glasses!!! I rolled when I found that out! That woman wouldn't spend 500 bucks on anything in her whole life! TO much beer to buy!!!!!
SO now to present day...I have to turn myself in because apparently I am wanted for this! I don't know how I am going to do with this but I am going to do it! I have nothing to hide their only witness to this is Dead! And I know in my heart that I didn't do anything wrong! I will stand in front of that judge and plead innocent to this...maybe I should get a lawyer,...but to my knowledge they have no proof other than her saying I did it! Well they can't call her in and ask her and what actually happened to her I can only speculate!
One of two things....
1. She was so pissed at me that she beat herself up maybe even broke her glasses and called the cops and blammed me...kinda like Ill show her sort of thing....Who knows! This is something (kaci can back me up on this one) she would do!
2. He beat her up...said if you tell the cops I did it...I will go after your kids...so she blammed it on me! Again something she would do!
So please say a prayer for me that justice real ass justice prevails on this! I go Monday May 8 2006 at 10:45am! I won't be alone DJ will go with me....I can't do this alone...I am to scared to do this alone! I dont' know what to expect...I haven't ever been in trouble so I dont' know what to do!
Anyways...there it is!!!! SUCKS ASS but there it is! Shan
