Hey All
Since life if returning to normal I will be gone for a few weeks!
I leave for Texas this weekend come back on sunday leave sunday or monday on the truck with DJ be back Friday or Saturday then off again on the 4th to Green Bay...back from there on the 9th or 10th! Then to Texas to get the kids and back here no later than the 14th!
Y'all have some wonderful weeks! See ya when I get back! Shan
Thursday, June 22, 2006
DISMISSED!!!
OK here it is...
I got the best best best news I have gotten in a year yesterday!
They have dismissed all the charges against me for lack of evidence, because it never happened, and because they dont' have a witness, God rest her soul, and they realized that a charge from 7 years ago by a mentally unstable person was just pure BULLSHIT!!!!!!
I am doing the happy dance! Although now it is time to let her go! My mother and I had this turmoil that always went on between us and it was what kept us going....now I have to learn to live without it. I don't think it will be to hard!
I am however with this happening to me, reminded that she doesn't belong on a pedistal! She belongs in my heart and remembered just for the way she was, Dysfunctional, Alcoholic, Hateful, Unsatisfied with life woman, who was also MY MOTHER! Good or bad she IS my mom! She made me who I am today and yano I like me so Thanks! Good or bad whatever it was I am finally free of it, yet knowing it will always follow me!
Anyways, THANK YOU to everyone who was so wonderful to me though this and kept my spirits up and wouldn't let me quit!
I got the best best best news I have gotten in a year yesterday!
They have dismissed all the charges against me for lack of evidence, because it never happened, and because they dont' have a witness, God rest her soul, and they realized that a charge from 7 years ago by a mentally unstable person was just pure BULLSHIT!!!!!!
I am doing the happy dance! Although now it is time to let her go! My mother and I had this turmoil that always went on between us and it was what kept us going....now I have to learn to live without it. I don't think it will be to hard!
I am however with this happening to me, reminded that she doesn't belong on a pedistal! She belongs in my heart and remembered just for the way she was, Dysfunctional, Alcoholic, Hateful, Unsatisfied with life woman, who was also MY MOTHER! Good or bad she IS my mom! She made me who I am today and yano I like me so Thanks! Good or bad whatever it was I am finally free of it, yet knowing it will always follow me!
Anyways, THANK YOU to everyone who was so wonderful to me though this and kept my spirits up and wouldn't let me quit!
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