Children

I know not the best photo I have taken of them...but this is what they look like these days! Yes Shelby is damn near a head taller than her big brother. I keep trying to tell him that will pass, but when you are 11 and your little sister is taller than you...you tend to worry! LOL I can't believe today is the last day of school. I now offically have two 5th graders and a 2nd grader. Which to a lot of people sounds so young...but WOW...I remember them starting Kindergarden! It doesn't seem like they should be that old...but I suppose it happens.....wanna show y'all something.....


WOW look at that kid! He was so small....so sweet and let me dress him still and do his hair! LOL This is Easter 2000! Boy I miss him! He thought I was the greatest....these days he thinks I am just weird! LOL And look at this little girl! Awww...she used to be so damn sweet and caring and loving and all that good stuff!!! This was taken about 2 months before the snake bite......that was her change! That to me is when she stopped being so innocent! But she had this sweet quiet squeeky little voice! Look at that bright little smile....I haven't seen her smile just because like that in so very long! Yes BTW I am in tears!


Look at that sweet baby! This is before he learned how to walk and talk....man he was so much fun! I have never laughed at a kid more than I laugh still at him! He is our clown...and it started early! I do believe Anna is right...had it not been for Lane, my life would totally be different! And I am not sure in what sort of way!





And these two little girls!!!! WOW look at them...they were both so damn funny!!!! Not that they aren't funny now...just in a different way!

Is it normal to morn the loss of the innocents of your children?