Well today is a brand new day! I am going to try to keep looking at it as just that!!! Time to start over with me and with the kids. I know some of their problem is MOM has no desire to have Christmas this year!!!! I have been so POed about being in this house and it not being big enough and being cluttered and then I get the decor out to put up and it is all for my house in Texas.....the last few Christmas' I have made that house look wonderful and all the decorations had their own spot and I have even bought things that would go great in the house...and poof I am stuck in this dang trailer that has no room to breathe in it!!! BUT I have always been proud of myself for being one of those kinds of people that can adapt to anything!! And this I have to adapt too!!!! I have got to get over myself and just do it!!!! That is part of their problem....MOM doesn't seem to give a crap so why should we? SOOO it is time to be the example and not the whinning butt I have been being!!! Hey isn't that so adult of me?
As for the grounding...Shelby is ungrounded...she is the only one that didn't come out of her room 100 times and beg and cry and plead to get out...she took her punishment and got though it!! Zach on the other hand is still grounded....he would NOT stop coming out of his room and whaling all night....so he gets one more day. I explained it all to him and he doesn't like it but says he understands!!!! We will see how today goes. Hopefully tomorrow night we can decorate the tree. I have yet to get them any special ornaments this year....see I just don't have my crap together yet!!! I gotta pull it out!
There is another problem too.....I am trying to keep this business running and get work done and I am the only one doing it on this end, and of course not getting much understanding on certian ends of this. I CANNOT make this business the ONLY thing I do I have kids to pay attention too and I feel as if I have forgotten that. SO I have to get my crap together and realize that I can only do this certian times of the day....
OK well I am done rambling for now at least I think I am! Wish me luck today....hopefully I will get everything else back to storage and get the rest of the christmas stuff out and get this show on the road...maybe even drop by walmart or big lots or somewhere and get ornamets! We will see........
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Don't feel bad Shannon, I'm having trouble finding that holiday spirit myself. Maybe together we can find it :) As for the kids, I hope that with good example they can be much better behaved!! HUGS
Thanks Jenn!!! I will find it somewhere...I did get some more of the house decorated...and it was fun...kinda helped...and I slept with the christmas lights on last night and that really helped...oh and that major mental meltdown I had didn't hurt either! LOL
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